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@ 31 October 2009 : 10/31/2009 09:07:00 pm

it has been a week ever since i have updated my blog. well, i would say that i had a rather busy week?

sent mummy, daddy and joel at the airport on tuesday morning, which also meant waking up at 5 plus to sent them off. stayed with granny at the airport to have lunch, then went to my uncle's house, then to vivo to shop. saw 2 nice tops at forever 21, and i am so going to get them! but it costs 66 in total :( went for dental appointment, and my dentist said that i could remove my braces at my next appointment! woohoo!

went for sl training on wed. not bad la. nick's class was late.

met health mapping committee on thurs to recee blk 406. and it was really tough trying to give fliers to like, 6 floors. went back to school after that for lunch and then to settle the groupings, which was a little sian because we had to redo everything. but it was great meeting up with some people like jia yan and dan keng. saw feng rong too but did not speak to him.

met natalie yesterday at bugis to catch up. had lunch at long john's, then we walked along bugis street, and i saw a lot of clothes that i want to buy too! oh man. i need money..haha. made an impulse decision to watch 'love happens'. but the movie was not bad; great in fact! went down to barrage to celebrate qr's birthday. took many many photos!

talk more another day..need some sleep:)

@ 23 October 2009 : 10/23/2009 08:55:00 pm

from facebook:

Lynette got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty.

Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!

so yeah. it was a dreaded day today. everybody was like : 'lynette don't worry. you'll promote de. really' and guess what. the tables were turned on me, again.

you'll be like, cannot be la! how can you be scoring badly? i see that you got put in the effort etc etc.

yeah.

i thought so too.

oh well. what can i do? i can't expect much,

but only for a promotion to year 2 right?

sometimes, i really wonder if i made the right choice in staying in ny. but i do know in my heart i am sure that there is a reason that God wanted me to stay there right? otherwise, i would not have gotten into the school in the first place.

please God. that little request of mine, please grant it to me, okay?

@ 22 October 2009 : 10/22/2009 06:12:00 pm

GOD, please, have mercy on me and save me. i just need to get promoted. is that too much that i am asking for? i thank you that you have guaranteed one of my h2 and my 2h1 passes. but i just need one more h2 and i can go to j2. it's really my biggest wish this year God, to get through to year 2. please God, i beg of you, let me go to year 2. i really want to go to uni in 2011. okay?

God has a plan

God knows how your future is going to be like

God is going to bless you

DON'T WORRY LYNETTE! HAVE FAITH IN GOD!

but is it that easy to have that simple faith? i really hope so.

i hope that second chance has been fulfilled to its maximum.

'we are secure with God in our all-unknown future'

@ 17 October 2009 : 10/17/2009 10:49:00 pm

this week has been a rather tiring week for me.

after promos on monday, i went to meet my current clique in 0909 to have dinner at lucky plaza. walked around wisma atria first to source for cx's present, but ended up window shopping at mango and topshop. had ayam penyet at lucky plaza but i did not eat much this time round. i was supposed to go to ion for a while, but apparently was attracted to etude house because of the girls going gaga over lee min ho (they wanted to get the file. lol). so i ended up getting kristle's present from there. rather unexpected, but i hope that i have made a good choice.

headed to school in the afternoon to meet mr ng for grad ceremony rehearsal on tues. met fr for lunch before that and met granny; same for wed too.

slacked at home on thursday, mostly watching tv and catching a drama online. currently hooked to american drama 'the hills' and am now in season 2. can't wait to catch up to season 6 during the holidays:)

it was grad ceremony yesterday, and i would say that that i did okay emceeing for the event. it was fun, and i really thank mr ng for giving me that opportunity. met with 0820 after that for cam-whoring, then headed to vivo's superdog to meet seow hung for lunch. miss this girl a lot. go to harbin never tell me. haha. anyway, it was fun talking to her, and i really get to share my heartfelt words with her. went downtown to meet reg and tam at ion. finally i stepped into ion officially. was at uniqlo at first, then walked practically everywhere i.e mango, diva, muji, adidas, dunkin donuts, topshop, bysi, and fox. did not join the rest of 0820 for dinner at astons as i was too tired.

went out with ct clique today. attendance: 8/10. not bad la. yy and kerlene were missing. met at clarke quay and everybody was late except nick and me. haha. walked around central mall and ended up having lunch at seoul yummy. i was very amused by the wy and the gay thing. hahaha. shh. top secret ok. took a bus to iluma and caught pandorum. it was not that great, but a little scary. i still want to watch 500 days of summer! and i want to catch my sister's keeper, imagine that, 2012! went to sky garden after that, then to marble slab creamery for ice cream. took photos then i rushed down to orchard to get my bag! so happy~

anyway, just quarelled with my mum. ai ya. don't want to talk about it. just a case of hao xin mei hao bao. oh well. never mind.

i still thank you God..for all that you have done in my life. although i am not that blessed in the physical side, but thank you for giving me the heart to worship you. i pray that you will keep me through my life, alright?

@ 12 October 2009 : 10/12/2009 04:38:00 pm

PROMOS IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my gosh. i am so glad and relieved that it's finally over. today marks the end to which the brewing storm has been taking place in my life. i really thank God for all the guidance and wisdom that he has given to me, and for this second chance to prove my worth and that intelligence still exists in me. lol. oh yeah. i really thank God that he has been with me throughout, sending angels to give me support and encouragement throughout.

the list of angels in no particular order:
jeanette
kristle
stevenn
pamela
dan keng my bro
lao ge
janice
cheryl tan
raina
regina

as well as the current j1s and many others.

really. no amount of thanks can really express my hearfelt gratitude towards you guys. most importantly, i want to thank my mum for supporting me and for not giving up on me despite all the dissapointments. love you mum.

not an award speech ok.

it's just sincere words from the bottom of my heart. (:

p.s pardon the clicheness

@ 08 October 2009 : 10/08/2009 09:10:00 pm

i am still in the midst of my exams, but at least i have a long break until next monday. and yes, i finish promos on monday!!! oh yeah baby (shoot. i sound like nick. HAHA.)

anyway, promos has been alright, though i was a little disappointed with my performance for chem P3 and today's maths paper. i could have done much better for maths if i just had remembered how to do my damn vectors and that irritating recurrence question. maths has been my most confident subject out of the 3 h2s, but now it seems that i have overrated my confidence in the subject. damn. now i just hope that i can at least score a C in maths. that's my target.

now, i really just cross my fingers and hope that i will get through the hurdle that i did not get through last year, and that i will shine in a levels. i really hope to see my name on that screen when a levels results are released in early 2011. God, help me alright? surely you did not ask me to enter nanyang without a purpose and a reason right? please, please, please, God. help me to get on to year 2 with ease. i don't want to get out of nanyang. help me keep my faith in you Lord.

amen.