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@ 03 February 2009 : 2/03/2009 09:43:00 pm

chinese new year came and go.but not much to say as i did not go to malaysia this year. however,somehow i feel better being in singapore then in malaysia.oops.

darius and dwayne came over to bai nian on the second day of cny. i must say the both of them have improved in getting along with one another,just that dwayne,as per normal,is doing majority of the talking.HAHA. but as usual, no offence to dwayne, but darius still looks more handsome than you. heh heh. and darius says that my room is not neat enough. wth. -.-

eddie,kristle and justin came over to bai nian on friday. well, i was damn happy to see them because...maybe seeing them just gave me the courage to face the fact once again that they are graduating before me. anyway, the two hungry *pigs* (not kristle ah) did not eat lunch and i was glad we stocked up on cny goodies this year. heh heh. but one thing i found out was that they all like to eat my favourite cny goodie too, which is cashew sugee cookie. ooh la la. the trio saw my room, well, and god knows what they were doing inside there. nah,shan't elaborate about that 'dirty' little joke. mummy says that eddie was cute, not in terms of the looks (HAHAHA), but in the sense that he actually took out mandarin oranges like some magician from his bag and used it to give to my mum. anyway, i realised that justin was very very interested in asking about when my mum was coming back. apparently that was initial. the main idea was just to DISTURB me,as per normal. can't believe now both eddie and justin gang up against me and bullied me!!!

anyway, on a more serious and solemn note, i went back to a new start on 2 feb. well, started school again, of course. honestly, the first day for me, was hell of an emotional turmoil for me. believe me,it sucked. and i am being blunt and truthful about it. well, it's just that entirely different feeling from what you have gotten from stepping into ny for the 1st time back in 2008. it feels that you are going back to fight a battle in year 1 again, 'repeating' the entire process of late nights and constant rushing of tutorials and ccas, very unlike that excited feeling that was stirring enthusiasm about ny life that was in my heart in 2008. mr jon ng took charge of that day, and i totally thank God for that. mr ng is, mark my words, a very VERY NICE teacher to have. in fact, one of the most supportive and encouraging teachers that i have seen in my life. i really hope that he becomes my ct, but ah, fat hope. there was this motivational talk by a guy called mr dennis yeo, and i really like the way he talked in a very straightforward and truthful manner, which really triggered thoughts about the whole retain issue in my life. i like the way he taught us how to see it positively, which i am currently on the journey to accomplishing that. yet, i was struggling a lot yesterday mainly because of subject combinations. i really could not decide if i should hold on to what i have been doing for the past year, or really, find out what is my cup of tea.

so..

i struggled until today. and decided to bite the bullet and take h1 lit instead of h1 geog. but definitely not without seeking help and persuasion from daniel,chong yan,regina,mr ng,miss loh,darius and most importantly,BESTIE. THANKS A LOT GUYS(: managed to make a few new friends today, including natalie. she's quite nice, and hopefully, she,yang ling and i will get to be in the same class, and we'll work hard together!