thursday:

as you can see,this is huifang's first time baking and she is super fascinated by the cookie mix.

marble choc cookies!

choc-choc chip cookies

more chocolate chip cookies!

as you can see, we got so bored with cookies, that we had the sudden temptation to eat luncheon meat omelette. so...

we bought luncheon meat..and fried it.



well,i forgot to take a photo of the omelette after it was cooked so this are the leftovers.

friday:

well, the most SAD day in my life.headed back to school to see if i got promoted.and well, looks like i have to graduate one year later than the rest.SIGH.i cried a lot A LOT that day and i think my tap was really dry after that and my eyes were stinging red. anyway,there are some people that i really really want to thank that day.

jeanette: i thank GOD for you that ms tan told you to tell me so that i could be mentally prepared for that torture. thank you for being there throughout the torturous process. honestly, i did not want you to see me cry like that especially when you had your own problems even thought i do not know what they were. i will definitely not forget what you have told me,especially that sms you sent me when we collected our papers.

tammy: thank you so much for you comforting arm.you are seriously one smart girl, and do not let it go to waste.thanks a lot just for being there and always patting me on my shoulder just to encourage me. likewise,sorry to let you see me in this pathetic state.

huifang: thanks for that paragraph dedicated to me on your blog. i will never forget you, the especially fun friend who never really get bothered by setbacks. because you understand this whole situation the best, and that is why i truly appreciate your advice.

regina: thanks for being there even though i know that you did try your best to encourage me.

minghui: buddy,thanks a lot for your sms and just for being there,hearing me rant and release my frustrations.i know i am definitely going to miss telling you stuff.

justin: i know you are feeling surprised at what happened, and definitely you did try your best to encourage me despite not knowing what to say.do not worry, you will definitely see me back to my cheerful self again.

waikin: dude,another one that is not a very good adviser or encourager,but i could truly feel over the phone that you were trying to distract me from thinking too much so as to prevent me from being too sad. thanks a lot for all the jokes and funny stuff that you tried to come up with.

huiteng: sister.sorry to let you see me like that even though you are going through the same thing as i am.we'll work hard together!

chuxuan: congrats on being promoted. just don't let me down next year

stubborn friend: your 'cheer up' was good enough i guess.

jamie: thanks girl,once again,for your hug.it meant a lot to me.

hannah: thanks for your hug

chongyan: thanks for all the messages of encouraging me.i know i have disappointed you, especially when i told you druing pae that i will promote..sorry to have let you down.

sooboon: thanks kor for your encouragement.thanks for letting me cool off first.

raina: sister.i am so glad to have you as my spiritual sister.thanks for your listening ear.

janice: we'll work hard together alright?

venessa: thanks for encouraging me.

i especially would like to thank 2 people,well mainly because this two people surprised me with what they said/did:

1.Eddie

sorry to have made you call me at such a late hour even though you had training the next day. but it was really sweet of you to do so.(: you know,you really surprised me because i did not know that you could see that my confidence level crushed especially after mid years. anyway, i finally understand the true meaning of 'liang yao ku kou'. all that you have said was the truth, and the truth hurts. yet, at the same time, whatever you said really helped to change my mindset about this whole issue. to be frank, it was not an easy time talking to you on the phone because i was really struggling at that point of time, and you helped me to see things in a different light. i really, really APPRECIATE all that you have said. honestly, i wondered what would have happened to me if i did not have such a good friend like you.

2. Charles

bestie.i really did not expect that letter from you. really,really unexpected. please,don't feel bad about everything.you have been a great pillar of support,trust me.i know that you are a great person..hais. i cannot say much here because i do not wish to reveal the contents of that letter.anyway,i am glad to have a bestie like you,always behind me and rooting for me.(:

to EVERYONE:

hey people.sorry for causing you guys to worry for me over these few day.yes,indeed i am feeling better now,but definitely still struggling with the fact. i will be strong,for myself,for the people who have been with me throughout my life,and most importantly,for God. i definitely feel emotionally tired and confused now, but just give me some time and you'll see a cheerful me again.

yesterday:

headed to town with mum yesterday in the evening and well, we headed to far east plaza. went to lots and lots of shops and well, i was intending to buy shorts and sneakers, but i ended up buying gladiator sandals and a top. oh,i saw this very very nice dress which costs like 90 bucks,but it is really made up of good material and i really like the design.someone buy it for my birthday please? headed to tangs after that and well,mummy was having a hard time deciding over which handbag to buy.like she practically took one hour to decide oh my tian.

today:

headed for church today.and my favourite preacher was in town-NICK VUJICIC!

the guy with no arms and no legs. and basically today's sermon was about FAITH. and that was once in my life and now it's probably gone. and i am going to capture it back. to have faith in God, is to take one step into knowing more about HIM and his plan and purposes for each and everyone of us.