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@ 22 October 2008 : 10/22/2008 09:23:00 pm

what's happening to everyone lately? i have been seeing more and more friends getting emo..sigh. i hope it was not the after effects of my emotional trauma the past weeks.

to my good friend: hey. what happened to that cheerful and crazy you just a few days back? what happened to your strength and courage to move on with life? what happened to your determination to learn how to pick yourself up from falls and your openess to share your problems? lost it,you might mutter to yourself. and why? due to the 'insurmountable' problem(s) that you are facing now. no one knows what your heart is feeling or what your mind is thinking. it is all up to you to conquer your troubles,as well as conquer yourself as a person. and you know you can do it.it is just that you do not dare to take that step to face reality. it is without much guess that not many people know what you are going through now, but do not forget, you have many friends around you that do care for you, and that definitely includes me. if you need a shoulder to cry on or just to lean on,i can always lend it to you,no doubt. if you need a listening ear to rant,complain or just to share,it will always be opened willingly. it is your decision on whether you want to pour out or to bottle up.

you know,from afar today,i could hear your laughter. if i could sense that the laughter was filled with joy, then no doubt i would have felt relieved that you are in a good mood. if i could sense that the laughter had tinges of sadness encompassed in it,then i obviously would have felt worried for you. guess which one did i sense? the former or the latter?

i just want you to remember this: even if the whole world seems like it is going to crash upon you anytime, you feel worn out and you are on the verge of giving up, do not forget that there will be someone by your side, rooting for you and supporting the world from crashing upon you. ultimately,it will still be your final decision as to whether you will turn to this friend. or you will just mask yourself, and mask against your heart.

i hope i have not hurt your fragile heart.