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@ 11 October 2008 : 10/11/2008 09:49:00 pm
well, this post is for,someone,someone who is a very good friend of mine.
hey.guess it has been tough talking to you these few days. honestly, i don't know what has been going on in your life. i know you are having some problems with some people, but since you refused to tell me, well there is nothing much that i can do except that to wait for you to tell me, although i do not know when that will be. you know, it was tough for me when i told you that i did feel that you did not give your good friend a chance to help you and advise you when on the other hand you were supporting me throughout my problems. yes, to me, i felt helpless despite knowing that you were not that willing to share yet and that you were not in the mood to share. i know, you know, both of us know that i have been trying hard to help you get your mind off things despite having struggles of my own, and that i hoped to see my good friend stop putting up a brave front in front of me and everyone else and learned to be more open. you once told me that you were really comfortable talking to me, but now i kind of doubt if i make a good listening ear to you. and not meaning to hurt you and make you feel apologetic in any way when you should not be, but i do feel i let you down as your good friend.
it was tough typing all these down. and i hope i need not do it anymore again. because i really do not wish to do it the second time.