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@ 14 October 2008 : 10/14/2008 05:24:00 pm

SUNDAY:
headed to church on sunday--well,only raina,cordelia and i went for service. met raina.worship was great. currently love this song, 'reaching for you'. it is a great song that spoke to me during worship. sermon was not too bad either, and guess what. i went down for altar call today. told this fellow sister of mine about being dry and was feeling very distant from God lately and tears just kept flowing and flowing down my cheek. she prayed for me that i will reconcile my relationship with God, and that i will continue trusting in him for everything, and that his never ending love will continue flowing through my life. after praying, she asked how i felt. and i said that well,i definitely felt closer to God and that i could sense that he really wanted me to be back by his side. in fact, had a little vision of me in this tunnel that was pitch-black, and then a brightly country road and he was leading me through. i infer it as God leading me out of 'my tunnel of darkness' and that there will be light at the end of the day. she told me that she could sense that God was beginning to do a deeper work in my life, and it is only the beginning, meaning, more will come. she told me not to leave Him and continue my walk with Him, no matter how tough or how dark the tunnel is. i spoke to raina after service for a while but could not do so any further. met jia jin after service again, and i was sharing with him and frederick about my whole chem issue, or rather, ranting about the whole issue. i also shared with them about my fears for retaining, but they told me that i will definitely promote and that i should not fear retaining. they were saying that i should continue trusting in the Lord and that since i have already come this far, then it is unlikely that God who opened the door for me to ny will make me retain. well, ultimately, it is still God's plan and no one knows how the future will be like. anyway, jia jin was told me not to forget this:

always remember one thing-whatever God has planned for you are not meant to be obstacles in life, but they are meant to mould you and help you grow as a person.

MONDAY:
well, headed to school for one whole day of pw. sat in lt4 and we had like a lecture on OP alone for 2 hours or more. and half the time i was busy messaging stubborn friend. but ai ya, don't want to talk about it. walked to serangoon mrt station with tammy and talked a lot to her. oh but she just had to embarass me in front of someone! met chong yan at around 3 then we headed to orchard to buy my bag! yay! i finally have a black handbag. talked a lot to chong yan as well as i have not met her for a long long time! miss her man. headed home after that and i called darius. apparently he did not do so well for promos,but nonetheless, don't give up friend!

TODAY:
well, i went for this talk by the 3 performing arts groups. apparently, they were intending to recruit people for syf. i actually do not mind, but i was worrying about time management especially with a levels next year. also, i think i am quite rusty after having not touch the instrument for about 1 year plus. i miss playing the flute, but never mind. i shall think about it.

collecting results tomorrow. i shall trust in the LORD that i will be alright and everything will turn out fine, and most importantly, that i will PROMOTE! (: