just felt like posting again to especially thank some people
firstly, wai kin. well, thank you so much for trying to cheer me up and helping me to see the whole situation in the right way. although it does not sound nice to hear the truth, but it was good that you told me everything you could, and i would not forget this whole conversation i had with you:
waikin says:
woman!
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ya
waikin says:
WHAT THE HELL YOU DOING ONLINE NO SLEEP!? =x
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i am not in a good mood
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can't slp
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just got home too
waikin says:
haha who disturbed youuuu =/
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not disturb
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its my results
waikin says:
aww why ?
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failed chem paper 2 n 3 miserably
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they gave out the toopid papers right after the last paper tdy
waikin says:
lol that's dumb
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the teacher screwed up la =x
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not the teacher
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the whole department
waikin says:
zzz
waikin says:
aiya don get so disheartened everyone elses failed too ma (:
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i am very upset because i put in a lot of effort
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and this was the shit i got
waikin says:
!!!
waikin says:
woah
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i can see you are very upset
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duh
waikin says:
no
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i mena
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VERY!
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well~
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if you need a listening ear, im here you know =/
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ya
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think i will msg you ltr
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don't really feel like talking now
waikin says:
haha ok lo, don do anything stupid =/
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i won't
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go read my blog
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http://my-life-film.blogspot.com
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i just posted
waikin says:
well~
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your life aint the worse yet, woman
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i know
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but its really DOWN
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you've just gotta keep trying you know.
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i have done it like 10039752348723 times
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i feel so.........tired
waikin says:
you need time off this matter. take a break
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don bother your head silly over this you know =x
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i can't stop thinking about it
waikin says:
dont think then
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can't
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stop
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thinking
waikin says:
you're being retarded you know. what 's done is done and YES t even harder. accept that fact graciously and tell yourhe results' are out and YA you have failed, but that DOESNT gives you adequate excuses to stop trying
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alamak
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lol
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type wrong lei
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-.-
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walau
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i dowan say liao
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stupid com
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-.-
waikin says:
zzz
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then don't say bah
waikin says:
well~
waikin says:
you can cry bucket loads and that wont help a bit you know.
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ya its like the total opposite of what others say
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they say crying will help me feel better
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at least
waikin says:
cry, yes, wet the floor, yes, waste tissu, yes, change the fact, oh no.
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you've gotta live with it
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i am
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its just hard to accept now
waikin says:
then you better hurry up. cos you are wasting your own time if you dont move on you know.
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ya i know
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there are times when you just don't feel like facing reality
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it sucks
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but i know you still have to accept it
waikin says:
ya.
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so im just allowing to cry just tonight.
waikin says:
tml's a new day!
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ya
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guess so
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CANNOT!
waikin says:
IT IS A NEW DAY!
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ok
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ya it is a new day tml
waikin says:
don fu yan wo ok
waikin says:
=x
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i don't know la!
waikin says:
YOU. think over what i say.
I. shall think what can i say
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okay
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i will
you know, i didn't know you are one person with a great listening ear, and a good adviser.thanks a lot.
secondly, jun yan. although you can't say much, but you reminded me of what i told you before. having confidence is half the battle won. i really appreciate your effort in trying to cheer me up. and i really do appreciate that last sentence dedicated to me. it was just a short sentence, but at that time it meant a lot to me.
thirdly, janice. sister, i know you are going through whatever i am going through now. sorry for making you hear all these crap coming out of me. i feel so apologetic towards you. thank you so much for telling me that the teachers out there are just giving every jc chem student a hard time just to make me feel better. and thank you for your reminder to keep going and continue praying to God and trusting in him.
you guys have tried your best in cheering me up even though i could not really cheer up. thank you so much guys.