i am currently at my cousin's house blogging again..having dinner here again..and then i am going down to stay in my other cousin's house in klang later because tomorrow we are going to some port klang area..i'll elaborate on the rest later.
i arrived with my family in malaysia at about 11a.m yesterday.left singapore at around 6 a.m.when i reached grandma's house and saw her in the coffin,tears seriously just kept flowing and it was not easy to control myself.thank goodness auntie fong managed to calm me down.throughout yesterday i did not do much except sit around,had skipped meals and had irregular ones,listen to justin's ipod TOUCH,play dai-di and slept.
today was the creamtion.and as usual,when i managed to see her for the last time a.k.a the final farewell, i cried a lot again.well, it was just a normal feeling of missing someone and cannot bear for her to go. but i know that she has left peacefully,which was comforting to our hearts. the only thing was that it was a little sad that she did not accept christ.if not, i would have felt happy for her.
tomorrow we are heading down to port klang to scatter her ashes.so ya,that is why i am going down to klang tonight.
i miss school a lot and i have a LOT of work to catch up on. chem test's this monday and i have not finished studying.great.i miss church and cell too..sigh.
can't wait to get back to singapore. (: